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| Hey everyone, It has been a long time months even. I guess that is what happens when you go off to college. You dont have time for the stuff you use to do anymore. But anyways school is great I have a wonderful roommate which is now my best friend. I love school. I know I thought that those words would never come out of my mouth but they just did. I love Columbus and all the new friends I made since I have been here. Also I am working really hard in school so that I can graduate sooner. That would be so great if I could do that. At the rate I am going now I will graduate in the winter instead of the spring. That is kind of exciting something to look forward to. Well I guess that is as good as it gets right now since I really need to get to bed so that I can go to class in the morning. YEAH for college......Peace out everyone........ 
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| Wow it has been a long ass time since I wrote in here........Man there has been a lot going on since the last time I wrote in here.....First off I am a sophmore down at main campus this year and I am lovin every minute of it and also it is the first time that I finally feel free from all the shit back home.....I mean I love my family but it is nice not to live with them anymore.......Second off I have just relized that I have been just sitting around waiting for life to suprise me when I need to be out living it......I mean I never thought my life would end up this way but I mean maybe good luck will spin back my way at some point......Man I hope so.......I hate the way my life has ended up right now but I hope with a little bit of praying and a little bit of time everything will calm down and I will be able to live my life the way I want it.......If you knew what you know now like a couple of years ago would you have wanted to change it.......sometimes I think so and sometimes I think no because that was one of the greatest moments of my life......but in the end does it really matter to anyone anyways........I hope luck comes my way soon.....but Until then I cant wait until this weekend when OHIO STATE kicks some ass........
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| Well it has been like what, months now or something like that maybe it just feels like that I really dont know and dont care....I recently have come to the theory that life is too short to live it waiting on something or someone....Now I just take each day as it comes and everything.....I really dont know how else to live my life other than that now.....It also has come to my attention and I dont even know why it bugs me but it does, the fact that I dont understand anyone anymore....I mean I was fine with something for awhile and then it started to make me mad to think about it so I figure if I keep myself busy enough then I wont actually have the time to think about it or anything like that....It just amazes me how people that you have known awhile will lie to you in order to get what they want to suit their needs and u are only good enough when they need something....I also have found I have a few friends but not a lot anymore bc I amjust gettting sick of shit.....Well somethings have changed since the last time I wrote in here a lot has to be honest....I am going well in school now and I wanted someone so bad and was happy and when they didnt want me anymore that was fine until now but I am going to not let it bother me.....I need to move on or people will believe that I will always be here waiting and I wont.....I have done it for so many years that I am just tired of fighting my feelings and being hurt....Also I am quiting my job at the Funeral home.....dont worry I didnt quit it without a back up...I am now working at Cornells...I know it doesnt soound too fun but hey it pays and I get more hours then at the funeral home......so yeah..... I also hate the fact that I cant help out the track team right now bc of my job and school but maybe it wasnt suppost to happen that way I guess.....I am fine right now to an answer to your question AshLee..... we will have to hang out over summer or something......I hope everything is going well for you too....I just cant wait until this weekend comes....I am so tired.... well what else to say.....i just heard this any it makes perfect sence, If u love someone you have to let them go and it is true.....I guess I havent found that right person that will show you off to the world yet.....that day may or maynot ever come......
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| Well there been a lot that has gone on since I last wrote in here....first off I had a pretty good second quarter of school...I was happy with it.....and then I had a busy spring break well some of you might think other wise but hey whatever.....I was pretty happy with my life up until about a week ago...How do you go from dating someone to being there friend in a snap of a finger.....I almost feel like I worked so hard to make up for a certain persons mistakes that I feel that I wasnt worth all the hard work that went into it.....I am only 19 but it is the hardest thing that I have had to work for.....but it all can be gone very quickly...but who knows what will happen. It is all about the time...but it is all good...well enough for now... | | |
| Wow it has been a long ass time since I last wrote in here.....Christmas was ok and then New Years was good and I even got my kiss..lol...well school is fun right now and I am doing pretty well too but we will see...Life is weird now but I guess it always could be worse or something like that....I just cant wait until I go away to school and I dont even care where that is.... All I do know is that I have to get out of this town or I think I will go nuts.... but who knows what will happen...I had 3 members of my family pass away in less than a week and a half after the other one...wow how does that happen....But hopefully things should be turning around very soon....I am starting to like my life again and I would like to keep it there...well I think that is all I have to say for now... have a great new year... | | |
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